last night i played a TDM with randoms and we got crushed.  I had a great game, which doesn't happen as frequently as I would like.  I went like 18-3.  that just doesn't happen often for me.  I was pissed though when I saw that it was wasted as every other player on my team went negative, including a guy and his split screener friend that went a combined 5-27.  I lost it for a second and said, "jesus, no one else can go positive?".  I immediately regretted it, felt bad, and apologized but I learned that I had it in me too.  I never had before.  sucks that the competitiveness of this game can bring out the a$$hole in anyone, including me.

I don't think I will make that mistake again.  It is just a game, and i need to remind myself of that from time to time.

Yeti

"It doesn't mean you're trash, it doesn't mean you're garbage"

Trash and garbage are basically the same word.

Why play HCTDM? You played 10 minutes and didnt reach the score limit, sounds campy.Instead of playing with green guys get a 6 man party of friends.

That seems untrue at times. I've been in pre-game lobbies with bad people and good people and still ended up getting ripped off. For example, I have a 3.37 TDM k/d and a 2.60 OVERALL k/d. (No, I don't camp, I don't spawn trap, I Don't run with parties every single minute I play) I got into a lobby today with 2 people with .55's, 5 with 1.00 exact, and 4 with 2.00 plus. I get on the team with the .55's and 3 kids with 1.00's 4 games in a row! The 4 people with the 2.00's weren't in the same party because in the 5th game he asked the other 3 guys and me if we wanted to party up. All 4 of those games I had 50 kills and 10 deaths but still lost because the server expected me to be the team instead of giving me a team. After the second game it should have said "hey, these guys suck balls at this game. Lets give him atleast 1 good person." I mean I know my K/D is above average but that doesn't mean I have to be on my own team/carrying teams.

Same goes for the people that don't do good at this game. It puts them on the same team just to get them raped over and over by a good team. Trust me, I know. I used to be one of those bad players.